Its gonna change what im doing for the better, thanks a lot for encouraging me man, thats tight!
thats the thing, I dont want to break edge if Im going into it, which is why im weighing the pros and cons of doing so. I live in Denmark and there is no cool guy trend in it here, everyone gets shitfaces when theyre like 12. So theres no bandwagon to jump on, I just want to set my values straight. I can not do drugs,smoke or drink and still not be edge, technically. I just like the society/brotherhood, even though I cant feel it close because it does not exist where I live. I would like my belief to have a name, and to know there are likeminded people all over would be nice. On the other hand you are right, too many people jump into it, jump to conclusion and then not really keeping their word to themselves, and I dont want to do that. but yeah Im glad you write and stuff and hope other people will as well, I dont want to be totally oblivious and jump into something that is gonna change my life without thinking a lot of it through.
and dude, thanks for the shirt! Its cooler than expected, I like how the print is kinda worn, makes it look like cracked stone or something. I totally stretched it back into shape too!
Im not really sure I want to claim edge, when I think about it. I hate seeing people who used to be edge fuck around, people in shirts that says straight edge in big ass letters smoking weed out of a keychain bong or doing shots in the local bar. If you ask me, if you go edge, you stay edge. If you cant even keep a promise to yourself the why should anyone ever trust you? I just realized how harsh that sounds, but its true though. ANYWAY, thanks for the support! and yea, I sure did. Was that someone you?
Hey guise im quitting weed cus it fucks me up, I have been spending too much money on it cus its really easy to get where I live. Two of my best friends smoke weed and they both accept me cutting it out of my life.
When I smoke I get insanely introverted and almost trapped inside of my own head. Im scared to pick up my phone when my girlfriend or mom calls cus if they find out that im high when theyre talking to me, I dont know what they would think of me. Then, when im sober, I would have had to make up white lies about what I was doing. I got distant to who I was.
Weed makes me not care about anything really, maybe laugh a bit and have “that” mindset but its not worth it burning too many bridges. I want to face my problems and reality instead of postponing everything and not being able to deal with it. I want to sharpen up, I just left my old band for numerous reasons, but I haven´t quit music, I want to start working out a bit too. eventually. I am kinda lazy, but I hope that I am changing for the better.
I hate drinking too and I dont do drugs,
Ive been sick the past couple of days and haven´t been smoking cigarettes those past days either, considering if I should just quit all together and go edge and shit. please inbox me to encourage me or tell me im a fucking dickbag or something…as long as it is sort of constructive. anon or not. id like some thoughts on this.